Am I happy or sad? Depressed? What the hell is going on?
I don’t even know anymore. Stressed could probably fit today as well. In one day one class time, I went through a pack and a half of gum from anticipation/anxiousness. It’s a good thing I never really got in the habit of buying cigarettes, because my lungs would be as black as the sky.
All I know is that for about 4 minutes today, everything felt normal again. Alright. Not so jumbled.
Then I went into the parking deck and it was gone again and I was back to my pack of gum.